oh man~ darn! i just hate it when my mum puts pressure on me to go to disappointing 'family gatherings'.

Why do i call these gatherings utterly disappointing? all the little kids just make so much noise which is horribly irritating and they think they r 'kings of gathering'! worst thing is that those aunts and uncles are able to tolerate them and for whose-ever sake, even encourage them on their wrong doings.

putting the kids aside, the adults. there seem to b like a hierachy in the house. 'like who's scared of who and who ever words carry the most weight!' oh man~ WTH . no one seems to b happy around the house!

whatever seems to b like a potluck gathering, turn out to b my grandmother's hardwork, slogging her way to fill our stomachs up. and there will always be 'empty vessels' making so much comments and who just know how to eat and not appreciate.

a point to note that: these gatherings are not full attendance. but my mum always make such gatherings as ' attendance is compulsory or else consequences will b dire'. my cousins are always having their own programmes, hence not able to come. or should i put it: 'gathering is on sat, i better find my own programmes on sat'. ha~ at least they aren't obligated to go to such meaningless events. no wonder, people are telling me wahhh u so guai, everytime turn up arrrrghh! yah right!

oh man~ i'm so damn pissed now.